April. I don't like April. It's April 5 and I still won't turn the calendar over. It's marked and scribbled with Dr's appointments and a court date and reminders but it has that ugly day on there and I hate it and don't want to see the reminder that is already embedded in my subconscious like a flashing neon light, that dammit internal calendar.I have come to learn that you just live with it. No, it does not get "better". No, I will never "get over it". Until you are a member of the club do not assume how I feel.
My subconscious mind has a calendar that I learned about through my grief therapist.
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